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PC Show 2011

2011-06-14T14:37:00.001+08:00

Just 2 days back, my family and I headed down to the PC show 2011 which was held at Suntec Convention as Dad wishes to get a laptop. It was super crowded but still we managed to squeeze through. haha! It feels like as though we're in a club. :)

Anyway, one of the most interesting and outstanding booth that caught our eyes there was the HTC booth. Apart from their unique booth design, they actually had a money grabbing machine on ground. Was curious so i went up to one of the promoter and enquire about it. Only customers who bought HTC product are entitled to play. GOSH! It would be fun if i can step into it and try as we normally only see those on variety shows. It was really something I felt different comparing to those lucky draws which ended up giving end-users a pen or a notebook.

I remember the doors are all labelled like "CEO Office", "Head office"

grab as much as you can uncle!!

couch potato!

2009-06-23T16:41:00.003+08:00

Its been a boring while. Nothing really proud to brag abt recently. So yea.
That's one of the reason I've stopped posting here.
And as matter of fact, I'm still a freaking couch-potato, aimlessly looking for a missing piece of something..
There's nth to be proud of myself.
I failed in relationships cos I'm the PROB!!! I failed to complete my studies! My dad thinks I'm a disappointment to him! argH~
I feel so useless like some good-for-nothing...

ORD lo~! 12th March!

2009-03-13T00:29:00.004+08:00

Today, 12th of March, is a very special day.

It's a day that every NSF has been dreaming of.

I've been waiting for this very day for 2 fucking years!!!

After 2 years of suffering, a stop has been put to it!

Finally, ORD lo! woOhoO!!! I'm a free man! again!

It's time to move on to the next phase of my life! oh yea~

Career, family? OMFG!

Merry XmAs

2008-12-25T17:21:00.004+08:00

Merry Merry X'mAs to all the peeps!

* Best Wishes *

Goodbye to ya hair BRIAN!

2008-12-12T11:51:00.008+08:00

My cousin is enlisting to army today!
Time flies! And I'm left with 3 months to serve! woohoO!
He's probably getting ready to be SHAVE now!
I can imagine how's he feeling now..
Lost of freedom, missing close one and NO DOTA!!! lolslols.
Sigh~ Wat to do? A man gotta do wat a man gotta do!
Hope he'll grow up to be a betta man while serving the nation.

ALL THE BEST BRIAN !!!~

dblO-ZouK!

2008-11-15T14:26:00.005+08:00

Wednesday dblO was crap! the crowd was SHIT!
Nowadays even "aunties" go clubbing! LOlsLOls.
Anyway, we bought a few drinks on the 'Happy Hour' to get our money worth!
That's wat dlbO is all abt! Cheap alcohol!!! =D

Jody wanted to join us @ dblO but the 'Door-Bi@tch' forbids him. Haa..
For watever reason..
So we got no choice but to move down to ZouK!
Another entrance paid. zzZ~
At least ZouK had a betta crowd. =)
Jody opened a bottle of Martel and got us a table @ Phuture. Cool~
He claimed tat the bottle of whiskey was opened for my B'day sake?
The place was packed like 'sardine in a can'!
So we didn't stay long enough.

We left for prata just opposite ZouK @ 3am.
The prata taste more like a piece of untreated FLOUR!
Shitty prata shop!!!

* Giving a good B.J. !!! * lolslols.

* Jody's making himself comfortable * zzZ ~

* Sitting on me makes him comfortable!!! *

祝我生日快乐

2008-11-11T00:21:00.004+08:00

- 祝我生日快乐 -

我知道伤心不能改变什么

那么让我诚实一点

诚实难免有不能控制的宣泄

只有关上了门不必理谁

一个人坐在空的包厢里面

手机让它休息一夜

难像切歌切掉回忆的画面

眼泪不能流过十二点

生日快乐

我对自己说

蜡烛点了

寂寞亮了

生日快乐

泪也融了

我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切

还爱你带一点恨

还要时间才能平衡

热恋伤痕幻灭重生

祝我生日快乐~

_|_

2008-11-01T04:10:00.004+08:00

Don't fucking gimme tat nonchalant attitude !!!
I fucking hate tat fucking look on your fucking FACE !!!
It's not "cool" at all !!!
Not even a bit !!!
You fucking piece of TRASH !!!

I don't fucking need anything from anyone !!!
I don't fucking give a damn abt it !!!
I fucking had enough of EXCUSES !!!

Nothing's matter now !!!

And tat's the bottom line !!!
You shit-eating fucking FAT BASTARD !!!

"REAL" run

2008-10-19T12:27:00.005+08:00

Argh~ jus got home from the stupid "REAL-RUN" by New Balance!!!
Noe wat's the best thing? it's held at CHANGI ferry terminal!
Which is at the other end of the island! ...
Took part in the freakin 10km run!!! but i walked most of it! lolslols.
Clocked a good 90mins! =P
Not to mention the 30bucks cab i took back! fucked!

Forced myself to be awake till the first train tis morning.
I think I've been awake for like 21hrs since yesterday!!!
Didn't wanna miss this dumb event.
Missing from the event means more trouble for me.
So I needya put a stop to it! I had enough of TROUBLES!!!

I just had my lunch, and I'm dead tired now!
Gonna hit the sack in no time!
Home Sweet Home~

Malaysia again!

2008-10-15T18:58:00.008+08:00

Malaysia trip. AGAIN! this time Brian's around!
He took couple of days of his leave to go with us over the weekend. I'm so touched! lolslols.

Anyway.. we got there kinda late as something crops up last min.
Just before we crossed the custom, I recieved a msg from LuX.
Was kinda surprised though. And i replied! =D

After dropping our stuffs at Kiwi's place @ Pelangi, his cousin drove us to the Duty-Free zone!

We were actually gonna find a place to chill as it's late already.
And we ended up at a coffeeshop that sells SISHA! niceee~

Kiwi was supposed to go over Malaysia to collect his bloody IC!
But you see.. "Mud" are usually freakin lazy!
Their immigration center was closed on SATURDAY!
Kiwi's damn pissed la. LOLS! So we had a change of plan.
We stayed home till night falls.
And we go pubbing on Saturday nite!

Hmm.. I think I need to comment abt his mom. Haa.
She cook good food for us during our stay there.
It's really very BIG portion! She fed us real FAT! =D

On the Last day, we went shopping at "Holiday Plaza".
Brian and Alan each bought a Belt.
Me and Kiwi went back empty-handed! LOLs.
Btw, their KFC is freaking cheap!!!
4 of us ate 12-piece Chicken, 2 Large Wedges, 4 Ice-cream!
Cost us only abt 50 ringgit! Haa.

After 2 days at Malaysia, we were kinda dry up.
Damn broke on the last day!!! LOLs.
We ended up taking bus back to Singapore...

I still wanna go Malaysia again!!!

* Apple-flavoured SISHA! *

* Too much SISHA going up to his brain! * LOLS!

* Alan look stoned! *

* 3-some! *

Rainy day.

2008-09-30T23:42:00.004+08:00

It's a rainy day. Hmm..

I got off work slightly earlier than usual today.

Walk myself to a bus stop nearby my camp.

Stood at one corner of the bus shelter.

While trying to reach a fren on the fone, i allow myself to look around e surrounding.

And, I thought I saw her at the other end of the bus shelter.

A familiar back view of a special someone of my life.

Is my eye playing tricks on me?

Or.. am i dreaming?

Is tat fate that's trying to bring us back together again?

I wonder..

At the very moment, I felt like my heart's pumping hard against my chest.

Period.

SGH day

2008-09-23T00:32:00.003+08:00

Was stucked at SGH today for like 7 hours ! argh !~
There's so many patients to be seen by few doctors !
But thanks to Alex company, i'm not so bored afterall. =)
Anyway, i had my blood drawn for test and X-ray done for my nose.
Know wat's the best thing ?
the doctor doesn't even noe how to draw my blood in a proper procedure !
freakin left a bruise on my arm where she poked in the fat needle !!!~

Ok. I'm super duper hungry now ! din eat much the whole day !
So decided to cook myself a bowl of instant noodle ! =D

* Ta Da!~ *

Benny's Farm!

2008-09-07T22:48:00.017+08:00

Last Saturday had a gathering with few of my camp-mates,
Alann, Andy, Eric, Alex and his "Friend" ! LOLsLOLs.

Not forgetting Lux's company! =)

We caught 'Wall-E' @ GV Grand Vivo City. LOLs!
Was kinda irritated by Kiwi over this show at first.
So wasn't really looking forward to it.
But since Lux wanted to watch it so much and i had all the compliment from her,
i'm more than happy to catch it with her. LOLsLOLs.
I guess 'Wall-E' was quite nice a show though. =P

After e show, we hitched a ride in Eric's Lexus to Newton Circle.
We ordered a table-full of food!!! LOLs! we're hungry~~~
And then, we make our way down to Marina Square to play some pool.
Not long after, Andy left to meet his friend with Eric.
We all left afterwards. Calling it a day! =)

And!

Tat's was not all!!!

Got a call from Kiwi right after the gathering.

And guess he said,
"we're goin over to Malaysia! Benny's FARM!!! TONIGHT!!! FISHING!!!" LOLs!
So I quickly make my way back to fetch my passport and stuffs.
When i got home, Benny's Subaru was already below my place. FUCKED!~
I realised I've to make it fast before Benny can fuck upside down! LOLs!
Not to mention, Kiwi's late again tat night!!! zzZ~
Soon we drove over to SengKang to pick Alann's up then down to Woodlands Custom.

Fortunately, the traffic at the Custom wasn't tat bad.
After all e travelling i had, it was a Hectic day for me though.

We stopped over at Kiwi's place to drop our stuffs
before we got into some sea-side restaurant to dig ourselves in! LOLs!
Hmm.. we decided to end e night earlier cos we noe we've to wake up early e next morning!
It was a tiring day for everyone i suppose?

Sunday morning, we all woke up late as we had expected! LOLsLOLs.
And, Fuck Kiwi! he's such a bad sleeper! snored like a bloody SWINE!!!

After washing up, we went to buy some baits from e wet market nearby.
Then a 20-mins trip to Benny's FARM! so far la~

Finally we got there!
Wow!~ Didn't noe his dad owns a FARM tat BIG!!!
until i see it with my own eyes! LOLs!
We fish at a pond inside the farm. And tat was Benny's idea! oopS~
Anyway, we left our rod lying at e pond-side instead of waiting there and feed the mosquitoes.
I was glad cos today! i learnt how to play Carrom @ the FARM! LOLs.
But, Benny & Alan are such 'Kampung Boys' la! they thrashed both Kiwi and me! zzZ

Before the sun set, we bid goodbye to his workers and make our way back to Pelangi.
We took a quick shower then.

After packing up, we had dinner @ MARY BROWN!!!
It was tasty, but the portion of the food is damn small la! disappointed though. zzZ~
Kiwi stayed over cos he gotta settle some stuffs
and e rest of us back to Singapore.

We were stucked in the traffic jam for like an hour la!
Should've taken the 2nd-Link!!!

Hmm.. I guess we had an enjoyable weekends. =D

* Chan Yong Orchid Farm *

* Where we fed the mosquitoes FAT! *

* Purplish Orchid *

* Red Orchid *

* I'm not a good farmer! LOLsLOLs. *

* Guess Kiwi's a betta farmer. * =P

* Ok. Alann has got potential! * LOLS!

* We're LOST in the thick forest! *

* Childhood days! *

* Have ya seen such a BIG carrom board b4? *

* Din noe Mary-Brown restaurant has a Swing! * =D

* I'm sitting with a retard. * zzZ~

* Happy Couple! *

END.

Once upon a time...

2008-08-27T15:21:00.006+08:00

Once upon a time in a land not so far, far away...

There was a Guy who wears a printed Popeye top, walks into a chilling bar.

There, in the bar stood a Girl who caught his attention.

She has big round eyes, and a smile that melts his heart.

No words were said, only eye contact.

He then left the bar with his friends.

And... he has been thinking abt her ever since.

2008-08-17T23:34:00.003+08:00

Life's bored. No goal, no motivation.
Argh!!!~

Peeps like Michael Phelps won his 8th Gold in the Beijing Olympics! wtf!!!
He's freakin 23 years of age! I am too!
And wat am i doing now?! Serving NS!!! No achievement yet!
Life's so unfair!
FUCKED~

Horoscopic stuffs

2008-08-05T20:16:00.008+08:00

Ok. I'm lost.. now.. at this very moment.
I've been reading up on horoscope and blah blah blah..
Does all this really make sense? Can i trust them?
Some random magazine says,
Scorpio peeps are charming, sensitive, lonely at times and watever.
How would you define tat?
Being a sick-child fer a couple of days. Feels like a 'couch-POTATO'!
Guess this e only time i'm reading up on papers and such.
Chinese newspaper provides horoscope predictions too! i didn't realise tat before.
The chinese version of horoscope predicts tat i'll have health problems at this period of time.
Warned me to take good care of my health. And..
Bingo! I jus got my knee injured during one of my gym session few days back.
And.. I'm still sick now! FUCKed!

Is it really true tat Scorpio peeps are very compassionate individual?
And, they can be real faithful once they found their true love?
Are they really tat complex? tat they're so hard to understand?

Sometimes i don't even noe wat's in my mind?
I dun even understand myself!

Last nite, i was talking with a close fren on msn.
She was very supportive. Very keen to help me solve my problems.
And she told me,
"before someone can truely understand you, you've gotta try to understand yourself first".
Her words enlightened me.

I guess.. it's time for me to learn to understand myself better.

Smart in Number One!

2008-07-24T20:51:00.006+08:00

I'm so thrill today! as i got e chance to wear NUMBER ONE!!! WOOHOO!!! =D
Smart ya? lolslols. it's a once in a lifetime thingy!!!

* Photo taking with my Boss!!! * wowww!~

* Alan & ME! *

* Geeks! *

* Our caps are falling! * lolslols.

AMARA SANCTUARY @ Sentosa

2008-07-21T17:35:00.007+08:00

Went to Sentosa last sunday. Weather wasn't good. Drizzling the whole day!
No sun, no tan! argh~
But!
We all got to enjoy the luxury @ AMARA SANCTUARY!
Complimentary from Mr Benny Ow! =)
A good $500 room!!!
Balcony with nice sea view, Sky Pool & Jacuzzi, Gym & etc.
How i wish i live there! =D

* I love the Bathroom! *

* Spacious Bath-tub! *

* The Balcony *

* Sunset *

* Skypool @ nite *

* Amara Sanctuary *

A GREAt DAY @ AMARA SANCTUARY!!! =D

dblO night on 12th July 08!!!

2008-07-19T23:10:00.006+08:00

Went dblO with a bunch of 'CROOKS' from Medical Dept last sat! =D
It's actually a belated celebration for Alex's 20th B'Day. haa.

Alan was totally insane on tat night!
He made everyone drank!!! and shud i put it this way..? He was actually FORCING us to drink!!! lolslols.
Shots aft Shots of alcohol! worst thing is the freakin 'Graveyard'!!!
tat's a killer-drink man! lols. Alex's one of the victim!
He was lucky cos his Gf was there to shield him from Alan's plot! wat a coward! lolslols.
Anyway.. he was the first to leave tat very night. He was a total-goner then!!!

Ok. Andy is someone i need to emphasize now!
He was so different when out of the office! lols.
He used to be so quiet!
And, the night at dblO. He was like.. a MAD-DOG unleashed!!! lolslols.

Samuel is good at hooking up girls! =)
There was one time when Sam tried to hook up a group of girls.
When Daryl came along without any 2nd thought, he put both his hand on one of the girl's waist!
Those girls was like... "hey! ya fren was kinda touchy!"
WTF!!!
Tat's the stupidest thing someone's had ever done!
Sam was like so pissed with him la! lolslols.

Was worthwhile trip though. =)
Benjamin was there too! And we all had a GREAT night apart from the
'hooking girls' part. lolslols.

We took some photos too! =D

* The 'Crooks' from Medical Dept' ! * lolslols.

* The Mastermind, Alan! *

* Benjamin with his Million-Dollar smile! * lolslols.

* Cod Fish and me! *

* Say CHEESE! * =D

Kiwi's 21st

2008-06-30T20:17:00.008+08:00

Last weekend was Kiwi's 21st B'day Celebration.
Weeks ago we were still talking abt it and all e preparation.
Now it's over! Time flies yea.
Guess it was a successful one as Kiwi was showered by friends and relatives with B'day PRESSIES and LOVE!!! lolslols. =)

First night was suppose to be a gathering for all his close frens and bros.
As for the second night, would be family gathering.
Sad to say, I personally wasn't please with the Bros part!
Not all turn up i supposed.
Those tat turned up, either came LATE or left EARLY!!!
I'm very disappointed and sad upon seeing the situation.
We, bros should stay with him and fill the fucking chalet with fun and laughters!
Not leaving him for some freakin LAN GAMES! argh!~ sua!~

I hope Kiwi really did enjoyed his weekend even without those UNGRATEFUL Skunks!

Anyway, here's some of the photos taken on the chalet! =)
There's more to coming soon!!!

* Munching on 1 for 1 Canadian PizzA! *

* Funny Faces with Kai! *

* Look at her stupid face! lolslols. =D *

* Ouch!!! *

* Performing Vaccination on my personal Guinea PIG! * =P

Malaysia Trip!

2008-06-22T22:38:00.017+08:00

Just got home from MALAYSIA!!! =D ok. i'm dead tired now!!!

We've been planning for an 'Overseas' trip since weeks ago.
Little did we expect Benny to drive us in to Malaysia last night! =D

Picked Kiwi up @ SimLim before we embarked on an exciting journey up north! woOhoO!!!
The ride was kinda smooth and we were busy discussing abt the trip.
Until we encountered some FUCKIN FAGGOT DRIVER on the road when we were somewhere at Bukit Panjang!

I was enjoying my chocolate flavoured "Yan Yan" when all of the sudden a white Mazda 3 turned out from a small road just right in front of us and our car nearly crash onto it! wtf?!!!
Benny was FREAKIN PISSED then. You can imagine all e "Vocabs" coming out from his mouth!!! LOLS!
though me and Kiwi were laughing our ass out at the back seat! =P
As usual, Benny tried to challenge tat FAGGOT by going after him on the road. LOLsLOLs!
And he pulled over beside the Mazda 3 on RED Light.
Guess wat?! He freakin snatched the chocolate flavoured "Yan Yan" off my hand without any hesitation and threw it on tat FAGGOT's Mazda!!!
* why would a person do such a thing?! * lolslols
I could see tat FAGGOT was fuckin freaked out back there. LOLs!
Tat stupid Mazda was suppose to turn right, but instead he drove straight off like someone's going aft his life! wat a Pussy?! LOLsLOLs.
Anyway, it was fun though! =)

Reached the custom around 10pm and we were kinda behind schedule.
Fortunately, there wasn't any jam.
From there, we were guided by Kiwi as he's more familiar with the road over @ Malaysia.
We stopped at Kiwi's place @ 'Pelangi' to unpacked our personal belongings before going for our late dinner. =)
After the dinner, Kiwi's dad brought us to a place where we thought we could PRAWN!
The moment we see tat pond, we realised it was a mistake going there! So we took a pass!!!
We ended up going for a drink at his dad's regular pub.
We celebrated Kiwi's 21st B'day in advance with plenty of Pretty Ladies queuing up to shake his hands! * imagine the look on Kiwi's face * lolslols.
Unfortunately, we all got drunk and we had to hit the sack @ 3am! =P

* Kiwi fantasizing on those Ladies!!! * lolslols.

Woke up like 12pm today by a "Human-Alarm"! KIWI LEE BUI KIA!!!
Aft washing up, his dad took us out for a treat at a restaurant near 'Sentosa'.
The whole table was food! Food was nice!!! haa. =D

* The leftovers!!! *

Upon finishing the food, Jacq realised she had to get something for her Mom.
And so, we drove back to Giant @ 'Pelangi' to get the stuffs.
The clock on my watch says, it's 3pm already!
We hurried back to Kiwi's place to meet up with his dad so he could lead us to the Fishing pond at 'Perling'.
Took us abt 20 mins to get there!
Started fishing only at 4pm as there was a competition going on.
And, I think tat's the first and the last time Benny's going to fish!
Cos we caught NONE!!! lolslols.

Our Fishing session ended at abt 7pm before we could make our way back to Kiwi's place to collect our belongings and back to Singapore!!! =D
Before making our way back, we had a sumptous dinner at a food centre nearby Kiwi's place.
Not to mention abt "THE GIGANTIC SUGARCANE" Kiwi ordered!

* I'm Holding a HUGE Glass of SUGARCANE! * lolslols.

Even though, we're there for only like less than 24 Hours. But it was a fruitful trip!
We all had fun!!! Right guys?! lolslols.
*Cheers*

HULKING up!

2008-06-13T14:05:00.003+08:00

WooT?! it's been days since i last blog!
been busy with work and sorts.
Hmm.. and i've just started a HumanPets account! =D
It's damn fun la! and COOL!~
And i freaking own Kelvin! He's ma Bi@tCH! =P

Anyway, watched 'The Incredible HULK' last nite @ cine with e guys!
*HULK SMASH!*
Ok. Guess I'm too obsessed with it! =D
Last nite's the last outing fer Kelvin before he embarks on a journey to the next phase of his life!
Becoming a 'REAL' man!!! lolslols.
All e best KELVIN!!! Dun CRY! =P

KungFu Panda!

2008-06-07T01:48:00.002+08:00

Ok. Benny just got his car exhaust fixed today at a workshop near my camp!

So.. i got the privilege of being fetch home by Benny after work! lolslols. =D
Hmm.. watched 'KungFu Panda' @ Lido tonight!
I think 'Jack Black' did a great job in the show as 'Panda'!
He's damn hilarious la! lols.

One thing i've to emphasize! Benny do look like 'Master Wu Gui'!!! OOPS!!! =P
And, Kiwi shall be 'Panda'!!! cos both got BIG bouncy tummy!!! lolslols.

After the show, Benny drove us back safely as usual. =D

Tmr shall be another day of outing! hehe.

Competitive prawning!

2008-06-05T03:47:00.004+08:00

Ok. I got a day off today.
And so.. meet up with the guys for dinner at bencoolen.
As usual, we went down Sin Ming for prawning!!! lolslols.
I guess I'm totally hooked onto it! =P
Anyway, we got 2 rods and shared among Kiwi, Liang, Benny and me!
So we decided to have a competition tonight! =D
Me and Benny a team. Kiwi and Liang a team. HAHAHA!
Result: Our team caught 40! Kiwi's caught 32! Total we had 72 prawns!!!
My team WINS! woOhoO!!! all thanks to the 'GOOD' spot we found! =D

* Our Catch! * =D

* Kiwi and Liang's * =P

sick child again.

2008-06-02T20:44:00.003+08:00

I'm sick sick SICK!!! argh!!!~ Ear infection?! wtf is tat?!!! zzZ~

Pimpin Ride!

2008-06-01T02:29:00.003+08:00

Wasn't feeling well at the beginning of the day. Took 2 tabs of panadol.
And miracle happens! I felt betta! =P
Ok. Benny picks me up at my place in the evening with his NEW SUBARU!!! woOhoO! Was damn excited to ride in his new car! =D
We then drove over to Bedok to pick Liang up.
Had some miscommunication on the fone with Liang when asking abt his exact location to pick him.
Benny was like damn pissed off with him!!! lols.
After which, we travelled all e way down to the west to IMM! lolslols.
Settled for dinner at Pepper Lunch and did some shopping for Benny's car. =)
Lastly, the whole lot of us decided to go Prawning @ Sin Ming! again!!!
Was a bad idea to prawn tonight though. Result was bad cos of the rain!
We only caught 50 prawns with 3 freakin rods!!! wtf?! tat's so unusual la!
Anyway, we'll be having SteamBoat at Kiwi's place tmr nite! with all e prawns we had and some other munchies!!! =D

Sick Child

2008-05-31T17:09:00.004+08:00

Woke up today and feel like a SICK child!!!
I'm feeling weak now. Dun even feel like walking.
I guess I'm falling sick again!!! Holy FUCKED!

Friday Friday Friday!~

2008-05-31T04:14:00.007+08:00

Ok. Friday wasn't tat bad afterall.
Was called up for movie @ Cine around 10pm? hmm..
Met up with Kiwi at his place. Took a cheap public transport down to Cine to catch up with Liang together with Zoe & KaiKai.
Snack @ Long John before we got our tix for "Sex & the City" for 1am show.
And we had a couple of Dart Games @ Emax level 9! COOL!!!~ =D

* Me trying hard to get a good shot! lols. *

Anyway, the show lasted for a good 2 and a half hours!!! until my legs go numb! lolslols.
But i would rate it as not bad a show? LOLs! Storyline was kinda long-winded though. -.-
After e show, we came across this security guard sitting beside one of the push cart at cine.
Guess wat?! He was taking a good nap!!! lolslols.

* Say cheese!!! * lols!

Hmm.. just got home! and my clock tells me. It's 4 in the morning!!! Damn!
I'm freakin tired now! AND! I'm gonna sleep now!!! enough of story-telling! =D

i hate myself.

2008-05-30T19:18:00.004+08:00

I've spend my whole life waiting.
Waiting for miracles to happen?
Hoping for something good in life.
But, wat's the point of all these waiting. It nvr seems to bring me anywhere.
I'm really disappointed in myself.
Always thought i'm smart. But I'm not!
I've brought myself upon it.
First, was my past. Mistakes tat haunts me till today.
Then, now.
I dun even know wat i'm looking for!
Wat I really want?!
Everything just seems so blur to me.

Thai Massage

2008-05-28T12:07:00.004+08:00

Ok. Was force to go Traditional Thai Massage yesterday.
Before the session starts. First thing tat comes to my mind.. i think the massager's gonna break my bones and ripped me apart!!! lolslols.
But to my surprise, I actually enjoyed the whole process!!! =)
It's a great experience tat couldn't be miss though! lolslols. =D
Peeps shud try it!

Addiction. Prawning!

2008-05-24T05:29:00.005+08:00

Ok. I think I'm addicted to Prawning!!! WTF?! =/
Just got home from Sin Ming. DAMN tired la.
Bathed. I'm gonna sleep now!
Tmr Jacq is gonna prepare lunch for the whole lot of us with the PrawnS we caught!!!
WoohoO!!!~

LOLsLOLs.

2008-05-23T02:38:00.009+08:00

Ok. Made some sushi on wednesday. NOT to mention abt the spaghetti Kiwi made. =D
We did some shopping in the noon at the nearby hypermarket then back to finish wat has to be done! Oh yea!~

Doing wat a guy shud do!!! =/
This is wat i call culinary art! lolslols.

Hmm.. It has been like a year or so since i last make sushi. Time flies. Indeed.
Anyway.. I enjoy doing it! =D

* I made this! Nice? *

* Isn't it obvious tat i've really had the passion of making SUSHI?! * lols.

Ok. Back to the main topic! TODAY! an ordinary THURSDAY nite! =O
Met the boys @ Ikea after work for some stupid "BLIND" hunting initiated by none other than Kiwi!
We manage to grab some HotDogS after checking out from the Ikea Store before the whole place close up for the nite.
WooHoO!~ Tasty! =D
Their Ice Tea is nice too!!! lolslols.
Liang literally gulp the whole thing without any 2nd thoughts!

I was like.. wtf?!!! OMFG!!!~

Guess wat's the best thing?! The 'Ice Tea' he drank up doesn't belong to us! but whoever's leftover!!! LOLSLOLS.
Both Kiwi and me had it planned all along!!! LMAO!!!
Ok. I think tmr after he reads my blog.. i'm a deadman!!! =P

* Whoever's 'Ice Tea' ? * lolslols.

* He enjoys it! ALOT!!! * LOLSLOLS.

SORRY LianG! we didn't mean it!!! pls forgive us!!! =D

Prawnsss!

2008-05-19T02:53:00.007+08:00

Ok. It's Prawning day again!!!
It's like my 4th time to Sin Ming Road prawning? i guess.
Caught a few BIG ones myself! it's a kinda satisfaction though! =D
Just got home from Sin Ming. It's 3 am now. Dead tired.

* BBQ-ing few of the MANY! *

* Cousins love Prawns! Does the Prawn love us? I don't think so. LOls. *

* i'm disappointed.. *

I lost track of her.

2008-05-18T14:25:00.003+08:00

Ok. I was drunk! again! last nite @ Suite 18!!!
Shud have just skip my "remedial" lesson la! lols.lols.

Anyway, things wasn't so smooth as i thought last nite. Not a single soul was sober!!!
Everyone just seems to be 'emo-ing' one corner.

* i'm lost.. somehow... *

Imperial Herbal restaurant

2008-05-17T15:37:00.005+08:00

Had a sumptuous dinner last nite!
Imperial Herbal Restaurant @ ViVo!!!
128 bucks per pax!!! wtf?! abalone, sharkfin, bird nest!!! yummy!

Benny's e BOSS!!! =D

Tonight's my "remedial lesson" with Celeste @ Suite 18! argh!~
I'm dead! =/

* I would rather lose a minute of my life than to lose my life in a minute.. *

confusion

2008-05-14T13:50:00.003+08:00

I wished i could be pampered and love by someone.
My life's a mess.
I really need someone to make it right.
I'm drowned in confusion.

* wished i'm dead.. *

Mother's DAY!

2008-05-11T20:09:00.002+08:00

"What happen in Vegas" was nice!
I think Cameron Diaz & Ashton Kutcher made a great couple! lols.lols.

Anyway.. Today's Mother's DAY!!! Best wishes to all the mothers in the world!!!

I love my MOM!!! =)

gaylets

2008-05-10T13:25:00.003+08:00

Didn't blog for like 2 days? hmm.. was damn tired these days.
Anyway, am recovering from my sickness. =)

Was dragged to "E Bar" last nite. zzZ~
We're like e only group of straights!!!
Feel so gay la! wtf?!!!

* was too drunk to retaliate! *

* Silence upon me *

FUCKED!

2008-05-07T03:42:00.005+08:00

Watched 'Hensel and Gretel'! it's lame. zzZ~
But 'Iron Man' was nice.
Was "force" to take NeoPrints with e bunch. So yea..
And tat was all tat is nice. =)

* Monkey see Monkey do!!! *

* Happy Family!*

I smell troubles.

Life hasn't been good for me.

* Girl, I'm thinking abt you *

So sick.

2008-05-05T13:27:00.006+08:00

Sentosa was fun cos Brian was buried alive!!! lols. lols.
He was so happy being buried! ... look at his face.

Salted fishes lining up for sale. LOLs.

Thought she would be working on sunday. Dropped by her workplace before goin to sentosa hoping to catch a glimpse of her. But she wasn't there.
At tat very moment, i feel i'm not myself anymore. I dunno...

I'm not feeling too good now. Be it physically or mentally.
Throat is burning now! Headache come and go! Fever arising!!! argH~
Pathetic i am.

At this rate i'm goin.. i guess i'll nv be able to walk out of HER shadow.
Is it so difficult to move on? Why are we holding ourselves back? Why?
Sometimes i feel so sick tat i hope i'll nvr wake up the next day.

* You may not understand wat i'm trying to say now.. *

* Time will prove it though. *

Bought my a new SHOE!

2008-05-04T01:40:00.004+08:00

Went out to have BAH KUT TEH @ rangoon road with Benny and company in the afternoon! damn nice la! lols.

Catch "HAROLD & KUMAR" after tat @ the Cathay!!!
Freaking funny! nearly fell off my seat! lols. lols.

" Do you want some COCK MEAT SANDWICH ?!!! " lols. damn! tat was gross la!

Anyway, i just bought a new SHOE for myself today! Onitsuka TIGER!!!

Tmr sentosa again! Damn early la! and I'm still awake at this time! argh~

Going to bed soon........

* If only I can touch your Heart. *

MIND cafe!

2008-05-03T12:43:00.007+08:00

Got home like 3 in e morning. yup. Kinda tipsy after e ESKI BLUE drink @ ESKI BAR! wtf?!

I really suck at drinking!!! Lols.. Had 2 Egg plaster Prata b4 boarding e cab home!

Initial plan was catching "IronMan" @ cine last nite but was FULL house! zzZ..

So decided to go Boat Quay instead.. not to drink! but!
went to MIND cafe to play board games instead!!! lols. games we chose were kinda agressive though!
Didn't noe board game is this fun!!! =D
anyway, aft the games.. end up in ESKI BAR la. So.. zzZ..

Hmm.. images of her flashes in my mind all of e sudden when preparing to bed.
My mind tells me to drop her a msg. So i did. And she replied.
Halfway thru i fell asleep though. I shud put e blame on e liquor i had earlier?! =D

* All i want.. is to know that she's happy. *

Matha FuCkA!!!

2008-05-02T16:35:00.005+08:00

Hey matha f*#king ass face!!!~ i had enough of your doings!!!

Stop f*#king go arnd talking behind other peeps!
If ya f*#king got e guts! Just tell them straight on their face!!!
This ain't e first time you're doing.

Do you even feel bad abt it? Doing things like tat behind your own f*#king 'brothers' ?!

Are you reali tat f*#king despo? You matha f*#ka!!!

argh~ i'm running outta words to scold this f*#king fat piece of shit!

One day everything will come to light!
and you shall have your retribution in time to come.
Good luck to you! you f*#king... ... zzzZ ~

Total ownage!~

2008-05-01T19:22:00.002+08:00

Today shall be a betta day! yesh it gotta be!!!
I'm feeling betta.. emotionally i guess? =/
But my whole body aches.

Wasted one whole day sleeping.. zzZ.....
Stupid migraine keep comin! argh!!!~

Anyway im goin out for DOTA soon!!! meeting Liang and company @ 8.30pm, Cyberdome! =D
It's ownage time!!! I'm gonna own their arses!!!

*Girl, you're not pathetic, you're just too devoted to him..*
*Everytime you mention abt him, i don't feel gd though..*
*As long you're happy, I'm ok with it."
*I would love to see you smilling away...*

Confession of the broken heart.

2008-04-30T14:00:00.009+08:00

Woke up by the glaring sunlight coming into my room. Had a rough nite yesterday. Having headache now. Argh!~

Went to my fren's uncle's wake last nite. Stayed for a couple of hours. Had a couple of mahjong "lessons" with them. I suck at mahjong! really. zzZ..

Got home like "4 in the morning" ? updated my blog.
And off to bed.

Anyway.. it's wednesday afternoon. Hate the SUN! It's so f*%king bright! I'm like melting.
Took a day off today as i'm really not in the mood to work.

Realised she dropped 2 messages into my dying inbox this morning.
I dunno how to reply her..or wat to say...
Hmm.. i guess she's still sleeping soundly right now.

I seriously should not make such an obvious confession to her.. or mayb it's just too early a time.
I made a move at the wrong time. *sigh*

I knew it from the start tat she's not moving on, yet. Even before we had our conversation.
I told myself to perservere though. I know how's it like to lose someone Close to You.
Memories keep coming back to you. When you realised you are gonna cherish the someone, it's already too late.
* Hey Dolly, It's not your fault aight." *
I'm glad you're frank to me, at least i know wat's in your mind right now.
I feel so contradicting at times. I know you felt the same way.
You're just like my reflection in the mirror. We both have problem moving on.
So yeah.. i understand.
I'm fine. At least for this period of time.
Some things are just meant to be.
World doesn't stop for you.
It's like a rear mirror of a car. You just take glances of wat's behind you, but you keep moving forward.

Hope to maintain wat we are now till the day you move on.

When e day comes.. who knows.. i maybe right at your door waiting.

* i'm gonna bath now.. i think i stinks! *

The feeling of rejection.

2008-04-30T04:53:00.002+08:00

Everything happened so fast. I couldn't even react to it.
Am i trying too hard? I dunno..

The feeling of rejection had so big an impact on me.
Things turn nasty.
I'm disappointed on myself.
Totally..

*wordless*

Something wrong with my INBOX !

2008-04-28T23:50:00.003+08:00

Hi fone! you have been quiet all day long...
Is there something wrong with your inbox? Are ya dead?
Do ya need a CPR? I'm a MeDiC! I shud do e job!
Oh no~no~ I can't.
Perhaps.. i'm not a qualified medic anymore.

Hmm.. just got home from town. Yup. And e nite is dragging me to sleep soon. I'm wondering.
Something...abt her.
Am i gonna continue waiting like tat? a sitting duck?
Or.. maybe...i'm just too curious abt her?
Pls talk to me.
I would love to hear from her soon.

Sentosa trip!

2008-04-28T16:11:00.009+08:00

It's Sentosa day every SUNDAY!!! =)

After a longggggg nite at dlbO! dragged ourselves back home.
Woke up like 11 e next morning.. argh~ was damn tired la!

But we had everything planned for the sunday and looking forward to it.
So were determined to wake ourselves up on the very day! =D

Hmm.. met up with Kiwi and Brian below my place.
Kiwi suggested to play soccer over @ sentosa.. so we've to go all e way to queensway shopping centre to get a ball! wat the fuck?!

After which, we travelled down to Harbour Front interchange to have our breakfast while waiting for Benny and Liang.
Everyone just look so SHAG la! especially Liang! *right LIANG ?* LOLS!

Board the bus to sentosa.. onto the beach at SiloSo.. and realised the SUN is so freakin HOT!
If i crack an egg on the beach i believe it'll cooked by itself. lols!

Can you imagine us! under the HOT SUN for hours?!
We had all sorts of games! Soccer, swimming, "DOG training" etc! lols!

Happen to bumped into Benny's fren. So we got her to take a few pics for us!

*Reaching for the SUN!*

*Star JUMP!*

*Tree HUGGING*

Had a fun-filled day!!!
Though everyone went home roasted. Haa. =D

2008-04-28T00:04:00.004+08:00

HEYS YOUR BESTFRIEND INVADES (:!
you better thank me for yesterday.
you better thank me for your new blog skin.
you better thank me many many.
(: (: (:!

okays, i think we are talented in making funny faces!
bye bestfriend (:!

dblO - Sat 26 April !!!

2008-04-27T23:51:00.010+08:00

The pretty lady above is my Best Fren! Zing. =D
I kept my promise, didn't i ?

I saw her again!!! our second time meeting. =)
my heartbeat back then was like.. so fast when i noe i'm gonna see her again.
The moment i saw her, i was so spellbound.
I was like.. wat shud i say to her when i see her? how do i start a conversation with her? hmm..
It's been long since i had this kinda feelings. =D

She's beautiful, isn't it?
=)

Zing! i noe you're trying to help.. and I'm glad ya did! =) thanks.

Met this BIG guy Qi Jie at dblO. He's my camp mate and fren of Zing too! World is so small.
We took this pic before he becomes a goner after a glass of graveyard? lols.

My BRUDDERs were there too!
We had a couple of JUGGIES! =D

All the Retro, RnB, drinks, and crowd..
we had a hell of a night !!!

We shud go more often!!!

SHUCKs!

2008-04-23T16:47:00.001+08:00

FUCK GASTRIC FLU ! FUCK NS ! FUCK EVERYTHING !

...

2007-11-10T18:54:00.000+08:00

It seems like my 21st B'Day happens jus yesterday.. everything happens so fast...

Today's e eve of my 22nd...

Very soon i'll be one year older.. again.. zzZ...

I'm feeling lonely.. and it doesn't feel rite...

I hate B'day!!!

最长的电影

2007-11-04T19:35:00.000+08:00

-最长的电影-

我们的开始

是很长的电影

放映了三年

我票都还留着

冰上的芭蕾

脑海中还在旋转

望着你

慢慢忘记你

朦胧的世界

我们溜了多远

冰刀画的圈

圈起了谁改变

如果在重来

会不会稍嫌狼狈

爱是不是不开口才珍贵

在给我两分钟

让我把记忆结成冰

别融化了眼泪

你妆都花了

要我怎么记得

记得你要我忘了吧

记得你叫我忘了吧

你说你会哭不是因为在乎~

zzZ ~

2007-11-04T19:33:00.000+08:00

My blog is rotting.. i know.. and it'll continue to rot! ...

Days being a Medic~

2007-07-18T17:07:00.000+08:00

Cant believe i end up a freakin MediC!~ zzZ ~ nvr tot i would be one...
Jus 4 months ago i'm still a pathetic RECRUIT! and now.. haiz...
Time flies...

Miss e time when i was still able to enjoy myself everyday.. goin out wit frens.. staying out late...

I feel so "no life" now.. argh!~

Gonna get a life!!!~

zzZ ~

It has been very stressful fer me these days.. got alot to learn from my senior medics...
afraid of dropping e stretcher while handling e patient and get charged.. and land myself in DB!
Hav been living in fear ever since i got posted fer work in station... zzZ ~ tis feeling sucks!

Hope tis fear will go off soon.. and get myself back on track...

13 months later ~

2007-06-24T15:39:00.000+08:00

I need a break !!! argh~

Confession..

2007-05-06T15:06:00.000+08:00

Logged in to my frenster acc earlier on and realise she viewed my profile...

Memories of e past jus keep flashing in my mind al of e sudden...

Feeling sad.. at e same time feeling happy to know tat at least i still occupy some space in her heart... I'm happy to know.. even if its only 1% of it...

I finally understands.. wat's true love..

It nvr dies...

Jus like wat e lyrics from e chinese song, "不远" means...

Loving someone doesnt mean i hav to take possession...

I've nvr reali appreciate how much she had done her me in e past...
Always taking things for granted... always demanding... nvr reali put her before myself...
I live with regrets...

After lookin at her profile.. seeing e happiness she's having now.. i'm glad for her...

Knowing tat i cant be there for her anymore.. cuz there's already someone else now...

Jus want her to know i shall be the someone who will be there for her whenever she needs.. willing to protect her with all my might.. giving her all my blessings.. a Guardian Angel of hers...

I know you'll be reading tis.. one of tis days...

I dun wish you to think tat im suffering now.. cuz tis is wat i deserve.. and i'm willing to bear all of it no matter wat.. i want you to put e past behind and lead a betta future ahead...
I want you to be Happy...

Wat's done can nvr be undone.. it's e fact.. there's nth we can do to change it...

Maybe tis is our fate...

As you've said.. "Nvr turn back and regret..."

I dun deny e fact tat i still loves you much as before...

But i guess i shud give my blessings to you now...

As i feel tis is onli right for me now to truely show my love for you...

I've been hiding my thoughts all tis while.. didn't know how to put it in proper phrase when i'm in a conversation with you...

So i guess tis is e best way i could tel you now...

I apologise for all e attitudes i've given you back then...

I'm sorry tat i cant accept you as my fren yet.. you may think i'm selfish.. but i'm not ready now...

Time shall be e main factor.. we shud jus let time heal us...

Hope you'll understand after reading tis message...

Tk Cr..

KeitH with Loves,

KM21

7th bookout

2007-04-29T18:34:00.000+08:00

Life has nvr been tis bad.. am so SicK of life.. too TiRed to think.. too WeAK to move on...

I'm done...

Someone pls stab a knife into my dying Heart, and put everything to an end...

* Dying me *

6th Book-Out

2007-04-22T15:43:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. never fail to make e effort to blog at least once a week.. cos i know i'm still keeping e promise...

Time flies.. it's already my 6th week since enlistment.. never tot i could let others take away my freedom and serve e Government like any other peeps out there...

I've become very numb of my surroundings.. i feel so empty myself.. losing all my emotions and feelings...
Or maybe.. i'm not myself anymore.. losing faith on everything.. be it Love, or Brotherhood...

Sometimes i realli wish i could hav e courage to stand in e middle of e road and let my soul be taken away.. to somewhere else...

I hope i'm better off dead...

My past is killing me softly...

5th Book-Out

2007-04-15T11:15:00.000+08:00

Nothing much to write abt tis week.. *haiz*

Tot i could start a NEW life after i get enlisted fer my NS...

But..

Things doesn't seems to go anywhere with my plans...

First 2 weeks were goin fine fer me.. as in.. i'm starting to put all my pasts and everything behind..
leading on with a new life in my Camp...occupying myself with all e trainings & etc...

Sometimes, i jus asked myself..

Am i trying too hard to move on...?

Is it so difficult to put e past behind and start a new life again?

I dun deny e fact tat i still miss her at times.. still thinking of e happy and sad times we've shared in e past.. keeping e Promise we've made...

I noe it's over..

She's not around anymore..

And, i've to learn to accept it whether i like it or not...

Gd Friday!

2007-04-06T15:37:00.000+08:00

It's my 4th Book-Out !

This week has been very slack fer me.. haha.. on top of it.. i get to book-out one day earlier ! yes!!!

It's Good Friday ! haha ~

No words to describe my mood now.. i'm jus too HaPPY to be able to enjoy a long weekend tis week !!! =)

Trying my best to make e best outta it! haha ~

*Wondering where to go lata? * lol!!!

I'm still adjusting myself to e environment in my CAMP.. things hav been going smoothly.. so i'm glad...

At least i've made some nice buddies over there.. i wun feel so EmO during e time spent inside...

And, there's one guy i think is darn farnie la.. everytime i see him i jus feel like laughing my ass out ! lol !!!

We gave him a name.. Mr Fit Zai ! haha ~

That's HIM posing inside my dormitory in the above picture !!! ~

Pls scroll up e page !

LOL !!!

3rd week

2007-03-31T01:23:00.000+08:00

Today's my 3rd Book-out from Camp!!! haha~
Din get a chance to blog on my 2nd Book-out which is last week.. zzZ ~

I feel Great now!!! yea.. i noe i shud.. cos i'm outta Camp!!! hahaha~

Hmm.. Things hav been goin on "Quite" smoothly in there.. and i'm beginning to adapt myself to e living hell environment! =)

SiGh~ I'm in a dilemma now as in.. whether shud i take up the 6-Month Sarge Course and lead a gd life in there fer e rest of e service year..
or...
shud i jus "Keng" fer a Storeman position and slack my way thru out my 2 years? lol! ~

ArgH~ it's a tough decision indeeeeeed!!! ~

Every min, every moment when i'm outta Camp.. ish precious to me! =/

Next week is my IPPT.. and i'm very stress now!!! zzZ ~

Hope i will be fine... haha ~

-period

1st Book Out!

2007-03-17T18:23:00.000+08:00

WooO HooO!!!~ 1st book out from Camp!!! wahahahahaha~

I feel GOOD!!!~

Life is totally SHIT inside Camp!

No smokin.. no Computer.. no nothing! argh~

Cant imagine i've to spend the rest of my 2 yrs in there!

Worst of all.. my camp is infested wit MALAY PIGs!!!

I'm allergic to them!!! zzZ ~

I feel so fortunate to be able to book out every weekend.. lol~

I promise i'll cherish every moment when im out of Camp!!! =)

Hmm.. now i finally understand e feelings of all e NS men out there!

Life isn't as smooth as you thought...

Some times you'll need to experience it yourself.. to reali understand how it is like...

Sunday nite.. i've to book in to Camp again...

Then.. I'll hav to countdown to the next book out... =(

LAst nite~

2007-03-13T04:41:00.000+08:00

Tonight's e last nite... im feeling very low now.. drowning in complication...

Went fer a movie earlier in e evening with my beloved SiS...

Then met up wit Jeremy, Ivan, Kiwi, Brian, Wai & e sis fer K session @ Party World Orchard around 10 plus...

I'm reali touched fer wat they did fer me tonight.. even though its not alot.. but to me.. its e thought tat counts...

THANKS BROZ!

I cherish peeps who're close to me.. peeps who're special in my heart.. especially my family...

No matter wat i did in e past.. how i disobey my parents.. how i disappoint my family.. they're still there to support me without any hesitation...

There's a lot of things which i nvr realise in e past.. until now..

I realised everything.. be it my Love Life.. my Family.. or my Frenz...

I truely understand wat's a Bond... its something tat will hold my Family, my Love one, my Fren, together...

Daylight.. i'll be on my way to report fer my NS...

I shud get some rest now...

Gd Nite bloggie~

Until then...

HappY?!

2007-03-11T03:37:00.000+08:00

WoOhoO!!!~ Jus got a GIFT from a long time fren, SUNSHINE!!! wahaha~

it's a CAP!!! customized jus fer ME!!! it's UNIQUE!!! haha~

Does it look nice on me?! lol~

Hmmm..

after receiving my pressie from Sunshine...

i wanted to watch e movie "300" @ cine with Qi, Brian & Jasmine..

but nvr get to watch e show in e end...

as tix are almost sold out.. onli left wit separate seats... zzZ ~

So we walked over to cuppage to grab some food instead...

Argh!~

Saturday sux!!!

If i've a choice.. i'll rather make it a stay home SATURDAY fer me! zzZ ~

And, speaking of "SUCKIE DAY"..

Reminds me of mOmO last THURSDAY!

It jus SuCks to e cOre!!!~

Going to mOmO on tat day, is as good as walking thru a F*#king Haunted House!!!

It's e first time i went into a Club and e dance floor is so F*#king empty!!!

I was like... "Where did all e Clubbers go?!"

zzZ ~

Shit!!!~

i'm onli left with 2 miserable days before my NS!!! NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!

I'm Sry..

2007-03-07T02:30:00.000+08:00

I know wat's in your mind right now.. you may think i'm selfish.. or i'm jus too afraid of facing the music...

In fact, i do spare a thought fer both you and myself...

So.. i think this is e best solution fer both of us...

As you've said to me b4.. it's already the past.. wat's done is done...

I left you.. and broke your heart in the past...

Now.. you cant make yourself to accept me again.. even after so much i've done to make it up fer us...

I noe i dun worth your Love anymore...

I feel so useless now.. so empty.. without You...

But there's nothing i can do now to make you come back again...

So i guess.. I could only say...

Hope you'll live happier even without Me...

Promise me to take care of yourself.. be strong like you always do...

No matter wat you do.. jus remember.. i'll always be in your heart.. always be...

-[7th Feb 2007]- will be e last day we see each other...

I dunno when will we meet again...

Few months..? or even 3 years later...?

It'll be left a mystery..

Until then...

*一生爱你一个*

The Story of *Keith & Michelle* shall be a Beautiful Memories in my heart...

Chalet Sux!

2007-03-04T23:16:00.000+08:00

Went to a F*#king Screwed up Chalet last Friday!

Me , Wei Chiang & Brian arrived at East Coast first to check in e Chalet..

Then comes Jasmine & Lynn...

We're got nth to do inside e Chalet except fer.. stoning under e lamp... zzZ ~

Was suppose to be a "Farewell" party fer me.. as im goin to serve my NS soon and be a "REAL" man!!! zzZ ~

Things turn out badly instead!

Some freakin CoCk-Heads jus "happen" to screw up e whole damn show!!!

Argh!~

Thought i could enjoy myself tis Chalet.. cos my days are numbered!

Am i asking too much?! No!!! zzZ ~

Wonder wat is inside e thick skull of those CoCk-Heads!

All my plans are ruined in their hands! #%@#%#*&$@%!!!

Wasted 3 f*#king days over there!

Now im left with like... 9 Days!!! onli... =/

Can i get an AMEN ?

Halleluia!!!~

1st Day of Lunar New Year!

2007-02-19T05:35:00.000+08:00

Argh!~ im so freakin PisSeD oFF now!!!

Yeah.. today's e first day of CNY.. logically i shud feel happy & excited cos i'll be visiting relatives fer lotsa RED PaCkeTs!

And Yes.. i do!~

I met Jody later in e nite and we took a cab down to Holland V to meet up wit Si NonG & Brian...

After meeting them, we decided to move over to Cine! so we could catch a movie there!

Met Jasmine & Lynn @ Cine...

Things isn't smooth la...

Lynn gotta go back early.. and worst of all...

All e shows are all sold out! except fer midnight movies!

In e end, we hav to watch without Lynn..

I seriously felt bad fer her... haiz~

We got e tix fer "The Protege" @ The Cathay!

Hmm.. it was a nice show though... lasted fer 2-hours!

After e show, we went separate ways...

Brian hav to send Jasmine home.. so me and Jody then meet Qi @ IRC located at Peninsula Plaza!

zzZ~

I swear i'll nvr gonna go IRC fer midnight DOTA again!

e connection jus SucKs to e core!

We're bored aft a few games... so we decided to walk down to Boat Quay fer supper!

But things turn bad on e way there...

I Quarrelled wit Qi over some stupid shit!!! FuCkin Shit!~

Argh!!!~

So i went back instead!!!~

I've tolerant..

But i've my limits!

Ain't no push-over!!! MOFO!~

It jus spoil my whole FuCkin DAY!

%$#$%#$%*!!!

CNY EVE!

2007-02-17T21:11:00.000+08:00

Oh!~ it's FuCkin Chinese New Year's Eve today!!! Wahaha!

Jus finished having my REUNION DINNER @ home!!!

It's steamboat this yr.. Prawns~ Prawns~ Prawns~ Plenty of Prawns~ Song!~ =)

Am so FuCkin full now! stomach gonna burst man! loL!

This CNY will nv be e same fer me... cos tis year i'm celebrating alone! as i'm single once again!!!

Complicated moods i'm having now..

Should i feel HAPPY or SAD? ... =/

Hmm..

Anyway... should i go chinatown lata? or go Boat Quay fer a Drink! Muahahahaha!!!~

I jus wanna get out to take in FresH Air! =)

Now, i wish everyone a Happy Chinese New Year!!! Get more "Ang Bao's" & Win BIG money!!!

Muahahahahaha!~

is it an end fer us?

2007-02-08T02:13:00.000+08:00

Today.. we met again...

I accompanied her to collect her pay @ Far East...

We then shop around fer awhile b4 we went back to Hougang again..

As promised, i brought her to Geláre @ Hougang Mall to eat e Waffle Ice-cream after collecting her pay...

After which, she followed me back to my Sis place to pay my Sis a visit...

She helped me trimmed my Eye Brow, change my Ear Studs, watch Tv tgt & etc...

I'm realli happy... =)

After all e stuffs.. i realised its getting late.. so i tot its time to send her back home...

We took bus 27 over to her place..

Talked a little on e journey...

Time jus pass so fast... *siGh*

Everything jus seems so great..

Until...

I brought up e past when we reached her doorstep...

Things turns bad...

I guess.. after tonight...

We may not see each other anymore.. at least not tat soon in e coming future...

Cos i told her its best not to see each other anymore..

I jus want her to live happier.. tat's all...

I've promised her tat i'll not change my contact number.. and she promised e same thing too...

No one can ever replaced Michelle in my heart.. never will...

Let us be a Beautiful Memories..

No one knows wat will happen in e future...

We may meet up again after a few years down e road...? *who knows*

If one day she's gonna come back fer me.. i'll still accept her regardless of her past...

I'll hold tightly to her and never ever let her go again!

Cos i dun wanna lose her ever again~

To e Love of My Life, Michelle.

I Love U ~

Total Recall

2007-02-06T02:44:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. woke up early today! cos im meeting Michelle!!! woOhoO!~

We catch e movie, "Apocalypto" @ Lido.. a bloody movie indeed... haha~

Guess wat she told me aft e show?

She told me tat she likes it! lol!!!

omfgwtfbbq!!! i was like... wadever~

e Show was kinda long-winded.. but e story-line was quite touching ya...

After which, we went over to Cine and took Neo-Prints tgt la... *was her idea* =)

Its e first time i saw a Neo-Print machine tat's infra-red enabled!
it allows us to send our Neo-Prints directly to our fone via Infra-red!!! cool~
but we gotta pay e price fer a good machine... it cost us 11 bucks man!

We then walked over to Far East to shop fer her stuffs..

We made a few round inside e complex, then took a bus down to Newtown Food Centre to eat!!! haha!~

We ordered Stingray, Fried Oyster & etc..

Food is darn nice la..

Or shud i say...

She's my date today!!!

All e things jus seems so nice to me with her around! =)

And, i noe she reali do enjoy e food.. cos she jus cant stop eating when i've aledi stopped eating! can ya imagine tat?! lol!!!

Jus by watching her eating happily, jus makes my heart melts!
it's jus so heart-warming!!!

She jus look so sweet even when she's munching her food like a hungry-ghost!

Images of her still floats in my mind... *Always in my mind*

I guess I really knew, there'll never be another YOU ~

Im Back!

2007-02-04T06:32:00.000+08:00

It's been days since my last posting! haha~

Met up wit Michelle 2 days ago.. we went to Pasir Ris Beach and enjoyed the Sea Breeze! haha.. realli missed e time being tgt... i'm happy jus to see her even fer a mere 5 sec... =)

Hmm.. so tired now.. jus came back from Lau Par Sat...

Went out to Chinatown wit Qi and bought a new pair of SunGlasses!!! i jus love tat pair of glasses man! =)

Actually our main purpose of going chinatown is to eat Durian!

but..

by e time we reach e Durian Stall.. it's already closed! zzZ ~ tat's too bad!
kinda disappointed sia~

Anway.. Jody took a cab down from DxO and meet us after tat... and we chat fer awhile before Qi went home...

Me & Jody then walked over to Esplanade.. and waited fer Jasmine & Brian to finish clubbing...
so tat we can go eat tgt @ Lau Par Sat! lol!

Guess im too tired now to think of anything else to write already..

So...

Im goin to bed now! ~ haha!

Insomnia

2007-01-29T05:40:00.000+08:00

Met Jody in e evening @ Bishan.. and he asked me to accompany him to Ang Mo Kio to meet his fren.. and i did...

Seriously, i was kinda bored at first.. cos he was talking to his fren abt their stuffs la... but it was ok la.. wat to do.. Jody's my bro! haha...

After which, we came over to Jody's place.. and he asked me to stay over to slack tgt...

As usual, my stomach starts to growl at around 2am..

So, we walked over to e nearby Mac to grab a bite.. haha...
after e food we went to e 7-11 and get a pack of "Marlboro Medium" since we ran outta cig!!!

Now.. Jody is sleepin like a F*%king PiG! and im still wide awake.. blogging down here...

zzZ ~

It's been days i've been like this.. cant get myself to sleep at tis hour... F*%k! ~

ArGh!!! ~

Think im suffering from insomnia! Shit!!! ~

Saturday Nitezzz

2007-01-28T06:49:00.000+08:00

Woke up late today.. got up like 5 in e afternoon...

Actually i didn't plan to go out tis saturday nite...
but Brian keep calling and ask me to join them fer movie in town... zzzZ ~
and i went down still after some serious thoughts... lol!

Watched e movie "Altered" @ cine.. tat show was darn sick man! haha..
e part whereby tat clown-face creature trying to pull out a guy's intestine! tat was gross! i was having goosebumps all over.. lol!

After e show.. i met Zoe, Kai & company fer a chat outside Long John.. haha...

Then went back to find Jasmine, Brian & Lynn @ Cheers-Cine...

We then decided to meet Kiwi & Qi back @ Commonwealth to slack together!

Reached commonwealth around 2am..

We played some poker and talk some craps.. and awhile later.. i feel like eating...
So we went over to e Mac nearby to have some Breakfast!!!
e BIG breakfast was darn nice la! or mayb im too hungry.. haha...

Hmm.. it's 7.30 in e morning now.. and im still sitting in front of my com.. blogging... zzZ ~

Argh!~ Im dead beat!!! Gonna slp le..

zzZzzzZzzzzZ ~

Stay home friday!

2007-01-27T01:35:00.000+08:00

So tired now.. jus finished a bowl of noodle!!! song!!!~

Went for a hair cut earlier on...

Reached e hair salon @ hougang at around 7pm... waited fer like 3 hours to my turn!
e shop ish packed wit customers!!! zzZ ~

Started doin my hair at 10pm! ended at 11pm!

Wow.. i've nvr stayed in a hair salon til tat late before!

But.. i nvr hav any regrets..

Cos i always believe tat good things are worth my waiting... =)

To e matter of fact.. i jus love e feel after getting my hair cut!
feel so refresh now!!!

Cant believe i blog almost everyday!!! it jus become my habit all of e sudden!!! wtf ~

I seriously agree tat blogging do relieve some of my stress.. feels much betta than before... =)

...

2007-01-26T00:48:00.000+08:00

I've been awake fer like 33 Hours since yesterday..
argh~ feel so freakin tired now...

It's a long day... travelling around singapore like a crazy bastard... zzZ ~

Qi's place is the last stop...

Thought i could happily make sushi tgt with e bunch.. but end up quarreling with Qi over the over-cooked rice...

and once again...

My day is spoilt! haiz ~

But, anyway..

We've cleared our misunderstanding... no more Emo... lol!!!

Gonna sleep gao gao after blogging my shit!!! ~ yes!

zzzZ ~

2007-01-25T08:09:00.000+08:00

There's some things i need to stress on..

pls DO NOT spam craps on my tag board!!!

at least dun let me catch ya! lol!!!

Days @ Hougang..

2007-01-24T22:29:00.000+08:00

Argh~ im so freakin bored here..

It's my 4th day at hougang!!! total ownage! haha..

Same routine every day!
Wakes up like around 4plus in e afternoon..
on my computer and stare at e damn monitor fer hours..
waits fer my sister to get me food after work in e evening..
and then chat on fone in e nite.. blah blah blah~

Im goin crazy if i go on wit tis kinda life... zzZ~

But anyway, tmr im gonna go hav my hair cut!!! woohoO! so excited...
after which.. will be goin over to Qi's place fer dinner wit Lil' JoDy, BriaN & JAs, lynN & zinG..

Introduction.

2007-01-23T20:45:00.000+08:00

My first posting @ e so called Bloggers Haven...

Hmm..

Life have been rough lately for me..

Things aren't smooth.. lotsa ups and downs..

Hoping to go back to e past and change everything to order even if sacrifices are needed...

e Story Continues...